.. and you were never mine!!

Thought it was a spark
Spark of the rubbing of two flints
Spark lost in the bright day light

Missed the last snowfall together
Searching for that flake you touched
Flake that was lost in you

Time was so great
Those moments so kind
But I was never yours'
and you were never mine..

Apoorva

It's all about Money,Honey!

ऐका पैशाची एक गोस्ट,पैशाची एक गंमत,
पैश्यात सुख ज्याला,पैश्यातच त्याची जन्नत.

पैश्या मध्ये वाढलेल्या कडे आहे का काही हिम्मत?
पैश्यानी विकत घेतो,पैश्यतच त्याची ताकत.

मुल्लाना पैश्याच मोठेपण पाऊसच्या गाण्यात सांगतो,
ते पैश्या मागे गेल्यावर कपाळाला हात लावतो.

पैश्याच्या त्याच पाऊसात पैश्यानिच मग भिजतो,
पैश्याचाच तालावर पाय घसरून पडतो.

पैश्याचाच नाच तो,अन् पैश्याचिच ती दारू विदेशी,
पैश्याचाच हातोड्यान स्वतच घर फोडी.

पैश्यानी डिग्री आणि मग डीग्रीतच पैशा
पैश्यतच हवस अन् पैश्यानिच वैश्या!

and lastly,the legendary song should go like this:

येरे येरे पाऊसा तुला देतो पैसा
पैसा झाला मोठा आणि माणूस झाला छोटा!!







Apoorva

Politics

चंदे के मुखवटे में वसूली का चेहरा
रिश्वत लेने में लगाओ पहरा
अपने ही घर में करो धनदा
और फिर कहो पॉलिटिक्स है गंदा.

कुछ सुधारना हो तो वोट से क्या होगा
वापस कोई और पाँच साल बिगाड़ेगा
इससे अछा है के बैठे रहो घर में
और शान से कहो पॉलिटिक्स है गंदा.

"कुछ नही हो सकता इस देश का" की स्टाइल
"जागो रे" ने छाई पिलाकर सुला दिया
चार दिन मुंबई बस्सी थी अलीबाग और गोआ में
बड्डे प्यार से इन्होने वोटिंग को भुला दिया!

डिग्री में लोग खोजे है पैसो का पॅकेज
में कहता हूँ लग जाओ पॉलिटिक्स में
कितना भी कोई गाली दे दे
आख़िर यह भी तो है एक आदरणीय धनदा

तो फिर खाओ पैसे,और भरलो अपने पेट
सीना तांन के लेह्रओ भारत माता का झ्ण्डा
उपर जाके बेशरम होके विधाता से कहना
है भगवान,पॉलिटिक्स है बड्डा गंदा!!





Apoorva

:-(

ऐ दर्र्पोक तू क्या करेगा यहाँ
यहाँ तो तेरे साथ कोई नहीं
बस अकेले लड़ने में तुझे क्या मज्जा
जब कोई नहीं तेरी काम का यहाँ

बस बैठा रह इक कोने में तू
जहाँ कोई नहीं तेरे मतलब का
जिधर देखो वहां बस
तेरे ही कमरे में तू अकेला है!

फिर तू कहे के कुछ नहीं होगा
नहीं कोई नहीं इस देश का
तू तो बस एक लक्द्डे का वोह टुकडा
जो कटने पर भी कुछ नहीं काम का!

अरे छोड़ यह दुनिया के झमेला
मस्त हो जा खुद की ही ख़ुशी में
किसी का कुछ भी जो जाए तुझे क्या?
खुश रह तू अपने ही गम में!

कोई क्या सोचे तुझे क्या?
किसी को बुरा लगे तुझे क्या?
नशे में हो जा तू टुन्न
सो जा अपनी ही धुन में तू!

किस्मत तोह सुबकी अच्च्ची होती है
बस नजरिया सबका जुदा
क्रांति कारियों को की आवाज़
मुर्दों की वो पुकार

कैसे भुला पाएगा तू
जो आग तेरे सीने में है
जलता रेह तू उस्सी आग में
जलाता रेह तू खुदीको अब!

सो जा तू अब उस्सी बिस्तर में
सपनो में रंग जा तू
क्यों सोचता है तू इन् सब के बारें में
जब की बकवास है यह सब!

Apoorva

milind ingale:

मुसळधार पाऊस खिडकीत उभं राहून पहा
बघ माझी आठवण येते का?

हात लांबव, तळहातांवर झेल पावसाचं पाणी
इवलसं तळं पिऊन टाक
बघ माझी आठवण येते का?

अपूर्व दीक्षित:
पाऔसअत जाताना असाच एकदा
पडलो मी त्या रस्त्याचा खड्यात
विचार करत बसलो मी,
खड्डा होता खोल?
की माझाच गेला तोल?
खड्ड्यात वाकून जरा बघ तय,
बघ माझी आठवन येते का?

haha!!

Screen Test

Hi,

There are many things i wanted to tell myself. But somewhere i was stopping myself. Unknowingly diplomacy is there everywhere in the air. sometimes i am scared of losing control. Losing the fake diplomacy that i am maintaining for so long. Fake diplomacy? If it was not fake,would it be diplomacy? I always thought that i was a bad actor. I was never selected in any drama in my school. My friends call me expressionless. My face was compared to the old computer that is overloaded and hanged. But there are many people like me. Then what is diplomacy? Sophisticated acting? Farhan Akhtar?

Believe it or not,we are all actors. We fake. We hide. We accept. We don't confess. And then we complain and blame the whole nature of humans. and then we forget. Convince ourselves and say,"this is the way it is". One day i decided to count my lies, and highlight my sins for a day. At the end of the day,i noticed that i have lied a lot,and then my sinful nature comfortably convinced me to manipulate with statistics. I thanked for my sins to give me peaceful sleep. Sleep that killed the very essence of humanity!

In my dream i imagine myself as a stone. Stone that is still identifying its identity lying on the road where riots are full on. The only complain is,nobody uses me to hit other. Comparing myself with the stone is the best i can do with the character i am playing. Can i be that firm? am i that useless?

I got up the other day. And started acting! :-)

"divas ase ki koni maazaa naahi
an me konacha naahi!!"-Sandeep and Salil Kulkarni.
(din aise ki koi mera nahi,
aur mein kisika nahi)

Apoorva

TWFacts

Hi,

I still remember the day i came across your coordinates. I didn't realize at that time that marriages are made in heaven. It was God who assigned me world no.28 and continent 12. You remember the day when our spear fighters bumped into each other and it was fight at first sight? cute little stupid fights. When i first saw you,it was like a thundering noble attack at scout speed. I came to know more about you when we started scouting each other. it was my first scout(read:date). I am damn sure you and your ex-tribe members(female friends) tried to dodge my proposal. Then we started meeting secretly. It was so fun,my Spear fighter almost died climbing up your wall.

Remember the day when i bought a brand new Light Cavalry. You were so scared sitting behind me. I hated those two idiotic Swordsman friends of yours. I think they were just jealous of me. But more than that,i hated the Heavy Cavalry your dad had assigned to protect you! sick! I hated your dad,until one day when he sent 50k resources each to my village. It was so nice of him.

Our relationship had survived hard times. It was very difficult for both of us to concentrate on our respecting academy. Even farming assignments were taking a toll on us. But it was pretty important to mint coins at that stage of our life. and then when your ex-tribe(read:ex-bf) member almost tried to noble you. if it was not my Archers.. (sob.. sob..).. my morale was totally down,but your survival increased my ODD. I was determined to take him down,with your dads money,(;-)),i built up my first nobleman. Everybody was so proud of me. The attack on him was awesome as luck favored me,i lost a couple of troops, but thats okay. Its a small price (i paid for ODA) for your revenge!!

Those days were seriously full of fun. Remember the fake attacks we used to send on your younger brother to scare him. haha. He was a noob. Once,we even demolished his stupid hiding place.

Now as my farm is maximum,Warehouse is full. My Workshop is also the most developed in the continent. I promise you that i will never make you Tribeless and will mint lot of coins to keep you happy. I have already taken resource loan for our level 30 dream village headquarters. No one can dare to make me see any incoming attacks. I am also doing fine with my job. With the new position of Baron, i have great responsibilities.

I promise you that i wont be having any one-night-account sits and my loyalty for you will be always 100.

I have no Tribe Change history of past and you are the only one that i truely claimed!

Will you marry me?





Apoorva

Tribute

Tribute to Piyush Mishra,Anurag Kashyap,Raja Singh Chawdhary.. and of course Ram Prasad Bismil..

Bismil:
sarfaroshi ki tamannaa ab hamaare dil mein hai.
dekhnaa hai zor kitnaa baazuve kaatil mein hai
waqt aane pe bataadenge tujhe ae aasmaan
hum abhi se kyaa bataaye kyaa hamaare dil mein hai

Piyush Mishra:
o re bismil kaash aate aaj tum hindustaan
dekhte ki mulk saara kyaa tashan kyaa chill mein hai
aaj kaa laundaa yeh kehtaa hum to bismil thak gaye
apni aazaadi to bhaiyaa laundiyaa ke til mein hai.

aaj ke jalson mein bismil ek gungaa gaa raha.
aur behron kaa wo relaa naachtaa mehfil mein hai
haath ki khaadi banaane kaa zamaana lag gayaa
aaj to chaddi bhi silti englison ki mill mein hai

Apoorva Dixit:

dekh bismil gareeb bharat hai tujhe bula raha
yahan toh paisa magar amiron ki khujli mein hai
kaunse yuvak ko hum jagaayein yahan bhala
uski nind toh bus drugs aur sleeping pill mein hai

Sushant Singh Rathod:

wo jaag kar kya karega jab zamana so raha
tujhse ye iltaza hai Bismil ko bhai na bula
dekhna hai sach to tu apne hi aankhon dekh le
aaj ki generation ka sach to tere fone ke bill mein hai

dekhna hai zor kitnaa baazuve kaatil mein hai
waqt aane pe bataadenge tujhe ae aasmaan
hum abhi se kyaa bataaye kyaa hamaare dil mein hai
sarfaroshi ki tamannaa ab hamaare dil mein hai.



Apoorva

My Romance with Sleep

I always call her,
but she never comes on time..
have to wait for hours
and then i don't remember when she comes..

Sometimes i feel,
it is the trap of the dark,
coz he wants me to stare back at him,
cheat he is,coz i always fail to find him..

Funny it is,that when i blindly stare at dark,
i always come across those sparkling stars..
wanna look at the sky,wanna make that wish
and then wait for that peaceful sleep

Then i start to praise him..
at least he kills all fake shadows
but i have lot of things to complete
after that i wanna sleep in peace

Clouds of thoughts gathering
feeling lost in those games of mind
my forehead is waiting for a kiss
help me to sleep in peace..

Night and Darkness are my friends
they invite me when she comes..
she always gets angry,runs away after the fight
and i end up staying awake the whole night.....

Apoorva

Alone

Nothing is there to hide,nothing is left as a pride,
I tried,but could not forget the nights i cried,

The sound of music fades
The word "Hope" is dead..

In the middle of the crowd,
Lost my voice,though it was loud..

Now there is nothing to lose,and no one to fear,
I have lost some one who was very near..

A single signal and my heart shall melt,
Till that moment,my soul will be dead.......


Apoorva

Delhi 6 concept review

Hated the first half. Loved the second. Songs are wasted. I think Mr.Subhash Ghai started the trend of wasting awesome A.R.Rahman songs with the movies like Kisna & Yuvraaj and ROM is carrying forward the legacy. The placing of "Rehna Tu" was pathetic. I was really looking forward for two songs:Rehna tu and Dil gira.. but was disappointed.

One very minor yet crucial observation:

you may call it black humor or whatever. If you compare it with all time classic Swades, you will realize that ROM must have watched Swades (first half only) 100 times before making this movie.. Same caste issue.. untouchable.. even Ramayan.. Here Abhishek returns from Amrika for her nanny,there apna Shah Rukh.. They both fall in love.. Mr.Govarikar only forgot Hindu-Muslim conflict,so we can give credit to ROM's creativity on this..

Kala Bandar=Ravan:
Just listen to the lyrics of the song "Pal Pal" of Swades. Compare Ravan with Kala Bandar. The whole theme of Delhi 6 was comfortably said in just one line in that song.. "Mann se Ravan jo nikaale,Ram uske mann mein hai". and junior Bacchhan showing mirror is the exact copy of the concept.
Having said this,i agree that both are very different film.

I am not getting hard on ROM,but i had huge expectations from the man who delivered RDB.

Second half rocks!

Apoorva

While my inspiration gently weeps...

Nothing inspires me in the morning to live
Nothing inspires me at night to sleep
Nothing inspires me to take that ambitious leap
But life inspires me to weep

What stopped me from smiling?
What stopped me from enjoying?
What stopped me from loving?
What inspired me for stopping?

Get inspired just to show others
Milk is still white even if mixed in water
White is pure, so make it shine
Fool the world,Please don't mind..

Show what you don't have
Tell what you don't know
False commitments and promises are all fine
Fool the world,nobody will mind..

If you get inspired to do all this
to hell with your inspiration
I am happy that i am being stopped
I am happily inspired to weep..

Apoorva

Why God?

Networking is what i wanted to do
Using people by calling them bros
why God, why? i ended up
being an honest,innocent & true friend..

Wanted to kill emotions
to fulfill my hedonistic urges
why God, why? i ended up
being hardworking plebeian..

Wanted to be selfish and successful
by using her to climb up
why God, why? Love came
straight from my heart..

I wanted to be the same
as I was, when i came
why God, why? I ended up
being one of them..

Apoorva

Emotionally Divorced

His ego was the only thing
for their dead relationship
the reason for shattered dream
the reason for her grim..

That fool will never realize
Hate is living happily in disguise
in the(his) dark night,of that(her) bright day
She will leave him and will walk away..

Falling out & Falling again
Falling for other was the right thing
Still she was scared,honestly confessed
accepted that she was the one who betrayed..

Holy ties will never set her free
Feelings are only love's identity
Now she is caught in those feelings
Trust is what is missing..

In her life now nothing can be reversed,
Coz tonight she is Emotionally Divorced..

still living in his hell
getting hit,every time,with the last nail..

"You don't enjoy privileges of leaving someone for someone.. But he is.."

Apoorva

LuckByChance-Movie Review

friend2: shahrukh kamina hai saala
friend1: kyon
friend2: luck by chance
friend2: kya style maar raha hai
aur aamir ko kuch nahi diya
friend1: are haq banta hai uska
Sent at 01:28 on Thursday
friend2: peter keating hai yeh vikram toh
friend1: haan wahin se uthaya hai
aur roark ke character ko space hi nahin diya
but wo bhi hai
friend2: haan magar woh jealous hai.. roark toh yaar nashe mein bhi aisa nahi bolta
woh meine socha.. magar wahi.. uski aakhon mein jalan hai..
friend1: wo jealous nahin tha
friend2: thodi der ke liye tha
friend1: roark bhi sach bolta tha
wo bhi bol raha tha
haan sorry nahin bolna tha
friend2: arre magar roark ko kuch paddi nahi thi yaar.. na hi woh kisiko free fund ki advise deta tha..
aur saala
usne photo bheje the.. yeh toh roark ki insult hai bhai
usne baadmien photo bheje the na..
friend1: wahi to bol rahe hain
character develop nahin kiya na
nahin to wo hero ho jaata
friend2: hmmm
friend1: basic wahin se chori kiya hai
friend2: good movie
last few mins left
friend1: dekh le
Sent at 01:33 on Thursday
friend2: ho gaya..
friend1: badhiya movie hai
friend2: hmm.. good movie.. magar aamir ka kya kar diya yaar..
friend1: but jitna inside view dene ka claim kar raha tha utna nahin hai ye to sabko pata hota hai
aamir ko hum dekhe hi nahin
late se gaye the
friend2: zoya hai yaar.. madhur nahi..!!
friend1: miss ho gaya
haan wo to hai
friend2: shahrukh=vikram..
dono ne struggle kiya
dono ne acting sikhi
donoo delhi se..
dono ki gf thi..
chalo blog likhte hai ispe..
friend1: but usne apni girlfreind se shadi ki
friend2: haan.. meine woh kab kahan..!
friend1: aur he was not good looking
friend2: haan yeh hai..
friend1: body bhi nahin tha dance bhi nahin aata tha
friend2: kya body hai yaar iski.. mast shape hai
friend1: haan
shahrukh ne kabhi cheap publicity ka istemal nahin kiya
kisi ke saath koi affair ki khabar nahin aayi
friend2: hehe.. khabar nahi aayi.. haha..
friend1: haan hum to itna hi keh sakte hain na
friend2: hehe..
friend1: isse zyada jaankari to hai nahin
aur struggle bhi kahin jyada kiya isse
bahut antar hai be
koi claim nahin kar sakta ki usne kisi ka istemal kiya
friend1: similarity nahin khoj sakte
bas itna hi hai ki dono struggler star bane
bas
Sent at 01:49 on Thursday
friend2: hmmm
in all 3.5 stars from my side
u?
nahi.. 4 stars
friend1: 3 thik hai yaar
kyonki bich mein bring hai
*boring
thoda

Apoorva