Journey

Tried hard against the wind
Tears coming out
To catch those sun rays-my lust
Eyes filled with dirt and dust..

Tried hard to swim against those tides
Mouth full of salt
To catch those sun rays-His pride
making it an impossible ride..


Come to Me.. I will give you rest..
I am tired.. I have tried..
May be that is not enough..
I give up.. I beg.. I plead..
Don't let Me down..
Please don't test me O Lord..
Don't worry,I trust my creation..

Tried hard against my own will
Soul full of dreams
To catch those rays of peace
Ablution in sea water
Where wind will perform salvation
Dirt reminding me of my sins
Dust of my mistakes
Making my ride a devoted prayer!

Apoorva

Scrapped

Nahi, waqt ne kuch nahi kiya
Bhagwaan ko toh bichmein mat lao
Kismat ko main maanta hi nahi,
toh fir mein hi zimandaar hun,
jo kuch bhi mein aaj hun..

Kholke ke aankhe dekhta hun
wahi lete lete muskuraata hun
zinda hone ka ehsaas se
khud hi ko himmat dilaata hun..

lekin kabhi kabhi himmat tootati hai,
saasein bhi jeene ki zidd chodti hai,
lagta hai jaise dil se jaan fisalti hai,

Ghutan si hoti hai yahan..
Rang maano udd gaye..
ab toh chaddar bhi safed..
padade bhi safed..
diwaarein bhi safed..

khidki ki dhool..
table ke phool..
saline ke bottlon mein..
dawaiyon ki khusboo mein..
safed palang pe leta hua..
main AIDS ka ek laachaar mariz..



Apoorva

Why lectures are boring?

"It becomes really very boring when you think a lot and you have lot of time to think"

Quotable Apoorva

Coward?

"It" is never by choice,it is always forced! Forced by the circumstances. If we have a right to live,then we have every right to end our lives. But still,it is cowardliness.. Whatever that is,I don't care.. The pain the person suffers while committing (both mental and physical) is very less as compared to his/her family members. For a person who dies,the pain is for a moment,but every breath taken by his loved ones is actually killing them!

Is he/she a coward? If yes,then how can he even commit it. If no,then how can he even think of committing it.

Its actually a state of mind.I read somewhere :“It is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.”

One of my colleague long time back,was the victim. He was saved later. I was just wondering what he must be going through..

From the moment i took the pills
To the moment i die;
Will be the longest journey
And then my soul will fly..

Enough of this life
Tired of being guilty
Whenever i fall,
I have realized the sad reality

Leaving my loved ones behind
Certificates,medals and those offer letters
Death is what i seek tonight,
And nothing else matters..

The sun of my life is about to set,
The poison in my veins is spreading..
Feeling dizzy..
Head is aching..

Losing balance..
I cant stand..
Throat is dry..
Cant even cry..

Someone.. knocking..
Door..
Banging.. coming..
Someone.. help..
...................

/*The End*/
/*I just HATE that word so i have not mentioned it*/

Apoorva

Successful Break-Up

When you feel
that you are always right
very innocent
yet ready to fight..

then you feel
that nothing is going right
you love her
still you fight..

Waste your time
Lose your temper
Say those words
That bring repent..

once u said..
come what may
I love you
and I will always be there..

now my ears are singing your words
"my mistake that i loved you"
crying mind
left alone..

They say..
Start new.. start afresh..
But at the end of every relationship..
starts a new & fresh.. SUCCESSFUL BREAK-UP..


Apoorva

Sunday-Multimodal Transportation

1200 hrs

College-Vidhyavihar station:Lift

Vidyavihar-Santa cruz:Bus

Santa cruz-Juhu Beach:Auto

Juhu-Andheri:Auto

Andheri-Lower Parel:Local

Lower Parel-Phoenix Mills:Walk

Phoenix Mills-Matunga:Taxi

Matunga-Vidyavihar:Local

1645 hrs

Apoorva

darrpok main!

aaj kal shyaam ko nind khulne pe badda darr lagta hai..
pata nahi kyu.. shayad aaj kal darr hi bahut lagta hai..

logo se milne se darrta hun..
unke dikhaawe se darrta hun..
saath mein unke rehke mein..
unsa banjane se darrta hun..

kisipe chillane se darrta hun..
apne haqq maangne se darrta hun..
523 ke kone mein band..
duniya ke shor se darrta hun..

sone ke liye jab wapas aankh jabardasti band karta hun toh..
wapas aankh khulne se badda darrta hun..
pata nahi kyu.. shyad aaj kal har chiz se darrta hun..

Apoorva