Enjoy the Silence

Lights were dim,
music was loud..
humans socializing
forming a crowd..

Time passed..
we sat and drank with honor
cheers said the fools
still silent in one corner

Temptation poured in the glass
Intoxication taking shape
Eyes blood shot red
in the body when it spread..

Silent in our own world
people coming and socializing
still independent and unaffected
we were enjoying..

no expectations
no talking
no formality
no smiling

peaceful time it was
but head full of violence..
felt as if we compelled each other
to enjoy the silence!!



Apoorva

Night

Stumbled upon the stone
Satisfaction:Dearth..
Night falling at my feet
Shadow giving birth..

Shadow that will last
Shadow that is real
Shadow so dark
yet my face so clear..

Apoorva

My most common dream..

Black clouds falling
Fire burning
Darkness spreading
in some desert
Sky turning red
Shadow of man
Fallen on his knees
Tall and thin he is
Searching for hope
It starts raining
Drops are green
Drops are stale
Trees are screaming
Is it desert?

Sand is wounded
Man is sinking...


Apoorva

A new beginning?

Completely wasted
Night is God
Never ending darkness
Scared of the end..

No point to make
No issues to discuss
Just sit back and relax
When I am near..

This is the time
When I am myself
Mask is off
and I am all yours..

Pushing the limits
Still in control
Next morning will be
A new beginning or
a perfect Hangover!!




Apoorva

Never mind..

Don't understand signs,
Can't look in your mind.
Numb:I am that way,
Words don't come out
and say what you want to hear!

Don't understand the message
Can't read between lines.
Intention:Its not the way,
Misunderstanding is not your bad
Coz you only see what I show!

Still hard to explain
No need to justify
True:its your female mind,
I blame myself & not them
Coz one of them is not mine!

Apoorva

.. and you were never mine!!

Thought it was a spark
Spark of the rubbing of two flints
Spark lost in the bright day light

Missed the last snowfall together
Searching for that flake you touched
Flake that was lost in you

Time was so great
Those moments so kind
But I was never yours'
and you were never mine..

Apoorva

It's all about Money,Honey!

ऐका पैशाची एक गोस्ट,पैशाची एक गंमत,
पैश्यात सुख ज्याला,पैश्यातच त्याची जन्नत.

पैश्या मध्ये वाढलेल्या कडे आहे का काही हिम्मत?
पैश्यानी विकत घेतो,पैश्यतच त्याची ताकत.

मुल्लाना पैश्याच मोठेपण पाऊसच्या गाण्यात सांगतो,
ते पैश्या मागे गेल्यावर कपाळाला हात लावतो.

पैश्याच्या त्याच पाऊसात पैश्यानिच मग भिजतो,
पैश्याचाच तालावर पाय घसरून पडतो.

पैश्याचाच नाच तो,अन् पैश्याचिच ती दारू विदेशी,
पैश्याचाच हातोड्यान स्वतच घर फोडी.

पैश्यानी डिग्री आणि मग डीग्रीतच पैशा
पैश्यतच हवस अन् पैश्यानिच वैश्या!

and lastly,the legendary song should go like this:

येरे येरे पाऊसा तुला देतो पैसा
पैसा झाला मोठा आणि माणूस झाला छोटा!!







Apoorva

Politics

चंदे के मुखवटे में वसूली का चेहरा
रिश्वत लेने में लगाओ पहरा
अपने ही घर में करो धनदा
और फिर कहो पॉलिटिक्स है गंदा.

कुछ सुधारना हो तो वोट से क्या होगा
वापस कोई और पाँच साल बिगाड़ेगा
इससे अछा है के बैठे रहो घर में
और शान से कहो पॉलिटिक्स है गंदा.

"कुछ नही हो सकता इस देश का" की स्टाइल
"जागो रे" ने छाई पिलाकर सुला दिया
चार दिन मुंबई बस्सी थी अलीबाग और गोआ में
बड्डे प्यार से इन्होने वोटिंग को भुला दिया!

डिग्री में लोग खोजे है पैसो का पॅकेज
में कहता हूँ लग जाओ पॉलिटिक्स में
कितना भी कोई गाली दे दे
आख़िर यह भी तो है एक आदरणीय धनदा

तो फिर खाओ पैसे,और भरलो अपने पेट
सीना तांन के लेह्रओ भारत माता का झ्ण्डा
उपर जाके बेशरम होके विधाता से कहना
है भगवान,पॉलिटिक्स है बड्डा गंदा!!





Apoorva

:-(

ऐ दर्र्पोक तू क्या करेगा यहाँ
यहाँ तो तेरे साथ कोई नहीं
बस अकेले लड़ने में तुझे क्या मज्जा
जब कोई नहीं तेरी काम का यहाँ

बस बैठा रह इक कोने में तू
जहाँ कोई नहीं तेरे मतलब का
जिधर देखो वहां बस
तेरे ही कमरे में तू अकेला है!

फिर तू कहे के कुछ नहीं होगा
नहीं कोई नहीं इस देश का
तू तो बस एक लक्द्डे का वोह टुकडा
जो कटने पर भी कुछ नहीं काम का!

अरे छोड़ यह दुनिया के झमेला
मस्त हो जा खुद की ही ख़ुशी में
किसी का कुछ भी जो जाए तुझे क्या?
खुश रह तू अपने ही गम में!

कोई क्या सोचे तुझे क्या?
किसी को बुरा लगे तुझे क्या?
नशे में हो जा तू टुन्न
सो जा अपनी ही धुन में तू!

किस्मत तोह सुबकी अच्च्ची होती है
बस नजरिया सबका जुदा
क्रांति कारियों को की आवाज़
मुर्दों की वो पुकार

कैसे भुला पाएगा तू
जो आग तेरे सीने में है
जलता रेह तू उस्सी आग में
जलाता रेह तू खुदीको अब!

सो जा तू अब उस्सी बिस्तर में
सपनो में रंग जा तू
क्यों सोचता है तू इन् सब के बारें में
जब की बकवास है यह सब!

Apoorva

milind ingale:

मुसळधार पाऊस खिडकीत उभं राहून पहा
बघ माझी आठवण येते का?

हात लांबव, तळहातांवर झेल पावसाचं पाणी
इवलसं तळं पिऊन टाक
बघ माझी आठवण येते का?

अपूर्व दीक्षित:
पाऔसअत जाताना असाच एकदा
पडलो मी त्या रस्त्याचा खड्यात
विचार करत बसलो मी,
खड्डा होता खोल?
की माझाच गेला तोल?
खड्ड्यात वाकून जरा बघ तय,
बघ माझी आठवन येते का?

haha!!

Screen Test

Hi,

There are many things i wanted to tell myself. But somewhere i was stopping myself. Unknowingly diplomacy is there everywhere in the air. sometimes i am scared of losing control. Losing the fake diplomacy that i am maintaining for so long. Fake diplomacy? If it was not fake,would it be diplomacy? I always thought that i was a bad actor. I was never selected in any drama in my school. My friends call me expressionless. My face was compared to the old computer that is overloaded and hanged. But there are many people like me. Then what is diplomacy? Sophisticated acting? Farhan Akhtar?

Believe it or not,we are all actors. We fake. We hide. We accept. We don't confess. And then we complain and blame the whole nature of humans. and then we forget. Convince ourselves and say,"this is the way it is". One day i decided to count my lies, and highlight my sins for a day. At the end of the day,i noticed that i have lied a lot,and then my sinful nature comfortably convinced me to manipulate with statistics. I thanked for my sins to give me peaceful sleep. Sleep that killed the very essence of humanity!

In my dream i imagine myself as a stone. Stone that is still identifying its identity lying on the road where riots are full on. The only complain is,nobody uses me to hit other. Comparing myself with the stone is the best i can do with the character i am playing. Can i be that firm? am i that useless?

I got up the other day. And started acting! :-)

"divas ase ki koni maazaa naahi
an me konacha naahi!!"-Sandeep and Salil Kulkarni.
(din aise ki koi mera nahi,
aur mein kisika nahi)

Apoorva

TWFacts

Hi,

I still remember the day i came across your coordinates. I didn't realize at that time that marriages are made in heaven. It was God who assigned me world no.28 and continent 12. You remember the day when our spear fighters bumped into each other and it was fight at first sight? cute little stupid fights. When i first saw you,it was like a thundering noble attack at scout speed. I came to know more about you when we started scouting each other. it was my first scout(read:date). I am damn sure you and your ex-tribe members(female friends) tried to dodge my proposal. Then we started meeting secretly. It was so fun,my Spear fighter almost died climbing up your wall.

Remember the day when i bought a brand new Light Cavalry. You were so scared sitting behind me. I hated those two idiotic Swordsman friends of yours. I think they were just jealous of me. But more than that,i hated the Heavy Cavalry your dad had assigned to protect you! sick! I hated your dad,until one day when he sent 50k resources each to my village. It was so nice of him.

Our relationship had survived hard times. It was very difficult for both of us to concentrate on our respecting academy. Even farming assignments were taking a toll on us. But it was pretty important to mint coins at that stage of our life. and then when your ex-tribe(read:ex-bf) member almost tried to noble you. if it was not my Archers.. (sob.. sob..).. my morale was totally down,but your survival increased my ODD. I was determined to take him down,with your dads money,(;-)),i built up my first nobleman. Everybody was so proud of me. The attack on him was awesome as luck favored me,i lost a couple of troops, but thats okay. Its a small price (i paid for ODA) for your revenge!!

Those days were seriously full of fun. Remember the fake attacks we used to send on your younger brother to scare him. haha. He was a noob. Once,we even demolished his stupid hiding place.

Now as my farm is maximum,Warehouse is full. My Workshop is also the most developed in the continent. I promise you that i will never make you Tribeless and will mint lot of coins to keep you happy. I have already taken resource loan for our level 30 dream village headquarters. No one can dare to make me see any incoming attacks. I am also doing fine with my job. With the new position of Baron, i have great responsibilities.

I promise you that i wont be having any one-night-account sits and my loyalty for you will be always 100.

I have no Tribe Change history of past and you are the only one that i truely claimed!

Will you marry me?





Apoorva

Tribute

Tribute to Piyush Mishra,Anurag Kashyap,Raja Singh Chawdhary.. and of course Ram Prasad Bismil..

Bismil:
sarfaroshi ki tamannaa ab hamaare dil mein hai.
dekhnaa hai zor kitnaa baazuve kaatil mein hai
waqt aane pe bataadenge tujhe ae aasmaan
hum abhi se kyaa bataaye kyaa hamaare dil mein hai

Piyush Mishra:
o re bismil kaash aate aaj tum hindustaan
dekhte ki mulk saara kyaa tashan kyaa chill mein hai
aaj kaa laundaa yeh kehtaa hum to bismil thak gaye
apni aazaadi to bhaiyaa laundiyaa ke til mein hai.

aaj ke jalson mein bismil ek gungaa gaa raha.
aur behron kaa wo relaa naachtaa mehfil mein hai
haath ki khaadi banaane kaa zamaana lag gayaa
aaj to chaddi bhi silti englison ki mill mein hai

Apoorva Dixit:

dekh bismil gareeb bharat hai tujhe bula raha
yahan toh paisa magar amiron ki khujli mein hai
kaunse yuvak ko hum jagaayein yahan bhala
uski nind toh bus drugs aur sleeping pill mein hai

Sushant Singh Rathod:

wo jaag kar kya karega jab zamana so raha
tujhse ye iltaza hai Bismil ko bhai na bula
dekhna hai sach to tu apne hi aankhon dekh le
aaj ki generation ka sach to tere fone ke bill mein hai

dekhna hai zor kitnaa baazuve kaatil mein hai
waqt aane pe bataadenge tujhe ae aasmaan
hum abhi se kyaa bataaye kyaa hamaare dil mein hai
sarfaroshi ki tamannaa ab hamaare dil mein hai.



Apoorva

My Romance with Sleep

I always call her,
but she never comes on time..
have to wait for hours
and then i don't remember when she comes..

Sometimes i feel,
it is the trap of the dark,
coz he wants me to stare back at him,
cheat he is,coz i always fail to find him..

Funny it is,that when i blindly stare at dark,
i always come across those sparkling stars..
wanna look at the sky,wanna make that wish
and then wait for that peaceful sleep

Then i start to praise him..
at least he kills all fake shadows
but i have lot of things to complete
after that i wanna sleep in peace

Clouds of thoughts gathering
feeling lost in those games of mind
my forehead is waiting for a kiss
help me to sleep in peace..

Night and Darkness are my friends
they invite me when she comes..
she always gets angry,runs away after the fight
and i end up staying awake the whole night.....

Apoorva

Alone

Nothing is there to hide,nothing is left as a pride,
I tried,but could not forget the nights i cried,

The sound of music fades
The word "Hope" is dead..

In the middle of the crowd,
Lost my voice,though it was loud..

Now there is nothing to lose,and no one to fear,
I have lost some one who was very near..

A single signal and my heart shall melt,
Till that moment,my soul will be dead.......


Apoorva