Reflection..

I try to be that
I try to be this
I don't want to be me
That is all I wish!

I try to be him
I try to be her
Am I now better?
I am still not sure!

I try to study this
I try to study all
For the sake of it
I can't even recall!

I try to follow
Not one,but many herds
I am living for them
While my life is in words!

I always try,and not achieve
That is why I am full of complication
I always try to be that man
But end up being his mere reflection!

Apoorva