Leave me alone..

sun dropping,mind thinking
finally m getting what i deserved
one flash,something hitting me hard
justifying that my life can not b preserved..

staring at death,its insane
sun has drowned on my sea shore
i smiled when i realized that m fooling death
coz i was dead long before

i was dead when i failed
to rise up to the expectations..
i was dead when i cared
for the special one who left..
i was dead when i prayed
for the dying soul of mine..
i was dead when i made
a choice to remain unchanged..
i was dead when i shed
tears for my hungry lust..
i was dead when i said
just leave me alone to die..

Apoorva